Soon off to work. Last night I had my girls over for some easy digest dinner. Last time I saw my girls over some food and drink I was a wreck. Now I am happy to say that I am the happiest ever, but along with that I do not completely recognize my self. I second guess myself constantly, with work and relatonship as the areas where I lack confidence. This makes me less attractive I am sure of, though i don´t know how to change it. How to pull myself together and stand tall, in all. But there too I lack and because of this I wonder how long will they stay, how long will they last?

My worries are digging my grave. Deeper.

Easter is coming up and I don´t know what or how i will have my days. Or even at all. My wish was for us two to "celebrate" easter at our place, either the two of us or along with some friends. I do have an egg for you but since you are going away, I am left thinking. Talk to me.There are other reasons for wanting to be with you during this easter/weekend, but there are more of these days coming up ahead. No worry.

Anyway, I most likely will have dinner over at mums, if work don´t call for me. 

I know how great we are together, but about this, we don´t talk. And we must improve. Quick. 

Now shower, then work.

Kiss kiss.